...Voyeur...

I pretend that I don’t see you...
And her
The way she looks at you
Just like I do
I see her eyes absorb your presence
Feel her dreams about you
Mental visualization
Inebriated sensation of your kiss against her lips
Hands lost in her skin
Touching her wants
Tempting her desires
I see your pleasure

I swallow my pain
The lust behind your eyes
The need to refute your intuition
My uncomfortableness with this
I see that she isn’t...
Me
I hear the promises I told my heart
The scars I can barely hide
The truth behind the silence in my lies
I see all the reasons why….
I feel myself walking...

Away
Even though my heart has chosen to stay

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