...Left...

Lips
Tongues
I taste the inside of your mouth like words that dare not come out
I feel you call for me
Like moans that repeat
Breathing
Lungs heavy as
Seeking
The ramifications of mental stimulation
I’ve got your mind
Open
Wide souls
Fucking you while still clothed
Whispered so loud that everybody knows
What’s going on between my tongue
And your body
Like art I paint you
Decorate you with kisses like empty canvases
My sensations appreciate the way your fingers scratch my skin
And grab
My hair
Have people stop and stare while you beg me not to
Do all the things your body wants me to
Do
You think of me?
Outside of Midnight’s day dreams?
Moments when your body doesn’t belong to me
And I am more than a touch away?
Heartbeats longing for me to stay
As I play your orgasms like songs on repeat
This has become something more than late night sex creeps
Where I don’t stay long enough to place wrinkles in your bed sheets
You’ve become attached to our chemistry
While I’m still attached
To nothing
Arms wrapped around my waist
Back to chest
Unable to face the feelings you’ve placed between us
Sun is coming up
Where does reality leave us?
Just two people in need of
Two completely different things
Our illusion has changed
Felt the shift after the last time you said my name
Too many strings attached to a heart that doesn’t feel the same
That night you came
And I
Left

...Two Shots...

His life was in my hands
A breeze colder than blood stained concrete greeted the silence against my brow
Sweat kissed the inside of my palm as my finger began to ache between decision and trigger
Legs tired of pushing my foot against his back
His breathing irritated my ego
Infuriated the emotions I hid under my uniform
I was questioning my judgment
Thinking about the swell of left hand knuckles after beating his whereabouts with fist
Stared at blood he spit after I pushed frustration into his chest
Him declaring innocence only defined my guilt
Refused to fight back
Placed hands on steering wheels before my command
Didn't hesitate to comply with the bullshit I gave him
His record clean of society’s indecencies but I still had a point to prove
That skin the color of this country's deceit shall never be free on my beat
Shall never speak to me under the impersonation of equality
You are nothing but a slave in freeman’s clothing
The irrevocable mistake we made by calling you human shall be redeemed in the beauty of your death
Justice lives within my forefathers' breath
You will always be less than
The species some audacious muthafucka dared called a man
You niggers is this nation's regret
And the only way to pay your debt is by the blood of open wounds
Two shots in the head is the only love I have for you
No longer relying on your people to assassinate you
This is what policemen were hired to do